Ghost To Me

Yeah
I don't know if I could make it anymore
Cause in this world I feel so far away
Pacing back and forth inside my mental
Got me feeling like a game
That's Atari
Don't nobody wanna hear your problems
That's the problem with today
I mean where are we
And that's the reason why that I would call you
And we'd hop inside the ride and go our way
Didn't matter who the fuck we was hurting
We were so lonely and searching
Just tryna not be a burden
It wasn't perfect no worries
The both of us in a hurry
Our souls were dirty and flirty
Just tryna make it to thirty
It was about sex
I told you it was not about sex
I think you knew that we were lying in our complex
Instead of heed the warning signs
Like a bomb threat
We decided it was better to have bomb sex
All our problems in a potion we drink it
If someone told us we was toxic
It was over our thinking
And maybe we were way to caught up in the nights we were sleeping
To realize that all our cuddles and convos had no meaning
Is it fucked up
Fucked up
Yes much
How kind of us to not think of each other less then our heads was
All we worried about was getting each other's breads up
So we can go and get a room
And get messed up
Everything is like a blur
Can't find the word
Or maybe I'm just in denial like an ibis bird
I must've swerved
The learning curve
I should've known that fucking with you
Would be burning earth
But baby time after time we don't learn do we
Like a hero and villain inside our third movie
I blocked your number and your socials
I don't plan on changing anything
If you wanna see me you gon have to use another plane

Are you hear with me
Not doing anything that we're supposed to do
Are you near to see
Not validating anything we're going through
Do you appear to be
Not going anywhere that we're supposed to be
It's clear to me
Only way that I can see you is a ghost to me
You're a ghost to me
How close are we
Only way that I can see you is a ghost to me
I'm no host to be
There's no hoax to me
Only way that I can see you is a ghost to me
You're a ghost to me
How close are we
Not going anywhere that were supposed to be
I'm no host to be
There's no hoax to me
Only way that I can see you is a ghost to me

Maybe I've been overthinking everything
And I just need to chill for the time being
Lost inside your mental is detrimental
When you ain't got no guidance or a time ring
I don't give a fuck
Man I am not the person that I used to be
I am a higher being
But when somebody's tryna pull me down
Its like I see you
That's a real ghost sighting
Don't you know I've lived with vermin so certainly
I can see it when you tell somebody
Something that's personally
Overwhelming and I kept my mouth shut
It was hurting me
But I'd rather stay myself
And not get caught up in perjury
Who the fuck is lying through their teeth
It doesn't matter anymore
Cause holding on to hate is murdering my only soul
Only wish that you could only go
And find your happiness
Before you end up
A lonely ghost
I could take a week and think about the havoc wreaked
Don't have to speak on nothing just remember that we had no peak
Its actually a valley
That we had to beat
Without no feet
But we were too concerned about supplies so we don't travel weak
Were going nowhere baby and we're getting there fast
I'm sick of dating women have no interest in class
I am not an angel
I got claws that'll clasp
But let's be honest every conversation had
It was brash
Listen to me people
I know what it's like to save it all
Cause we can get through anything
But don't forget if someone says they love you
Then they value you
The difference of any fling
I know as younger people we can fuck
Think we in love
But just be lost in its lust
It doesn't have to be rough
So remember treat your partner like you care for them or you'll end up a ghost to us

Are you hear with me
Not doing anything that we're supposed to do
Are you near to see
Not validating anything we're going through
Do you appear to be
Not going anywhere that we're supposed to be
It's clear to me
Only way that I can see you is a ghost to me
You're a ghost to me
How close are we
Only way that I can see you is a ghost to me
I'm no host to be
There's no hoax to me
Only way that I can see you is a ghost to me
You're a ghost to me
How close are we
Not going anywhere that were supposed to be
I'm no host to be
There's no hoax to me
Only way that I can see you is a ghost to me



Credits
Writer(s): James Lowdog
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