Fill It (feat. Merkules)

Uh huh
Yeah
Merkules
Endr what up
Long overdue
From Oregon to Canada
Let's go
Uh huh

They say I'll never be free
If I'm always bottled up
Trying to feel full from this
Half empty cup
I gotta big hole so I'm
Trying to patch it up
Yeah it's probably not enough but
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
You
Ohhhhh
Ohh-oh-ohhhh

Yeah
I swear to God I started out
With good intentions
They say to face your problems
I tend to mask 'em
Like why you think I get defensive
At these questions
Cause if you knew the answers
Why the fuck did you ask 'em
I hate people like that
Showing me love backwards
I hate EVOL like that
But not you
No your different
I picked up that vibe
Like my tolerance is pretty high
But you'll get me by
I'm playin hide and seek with peace
that I'll never find
So I don't gotta think about how fucked I am
If we don't kiss goodbye
So I keep you here
But my old flings pop up
Like they're new in here
So I just act like I'm surprised like
How did you get here
What you doin here
You put your luggage down
Right next my old baggage
Like bitch I am moving here
Fancy you in here now ain't life a trip
And all I got are these fucked up souvenirs
Temporary fixes
For permanent problems
Try to run away but there she is
Blowing me kisses from the bottom
From start to finish maybe I'm crazy
But now I-C-Y
Spell it out it sounds cold but numb is
How I survive and why I'll

Never be free
If I'm always bottled up
Trying to feel full from this
Half empty cup
I gotta big hole so I'm
Trying to patch it up
Yeah it's probably not enough but
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
You
Ohhhhh
Ohh-oh-ohhhh

It's been a minute
Since I wrote you a letter
Cause I'm embarrassed
Everybody says we don't go together
I'm so codependent
I'm lonely it's like
Nobody get's it
It's like I'm all alone
Sitting at my own intervention
I know I've made a lotta promises
I didn't keep
And now I need to drink a bottle
Just to get to sleep
I honestly just drink 'cause
I've been starving for a quick release
Haunted by the shit I've seen
It's hard for me to get some peace
I had to write you this to
Wash it all down
And if the pool is full of vodka
You can watch me just drown
Like why am I obsessed with all my vices
Why'd you pretend to love me
When you never even liked me
You lie right to my face
I think you do it just despite me
But still I stick around
Cause just the thought of you
Excites me
And every time I do I feel disgusted
I'm lying to myself
Cause the truth's too fuckin' ugly

They say I'll never be free
If I'm always bottled up
Trying to feel full from this
Half empty cup
I gotta big hole so I'm
Trying to patch it up
Yeah it's probably not enough but
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
I rather fill it with you
You
Ohhhhh
Ohh-oh-ohhhh



Credits
Writer(s): Cole Corbett Stevenson
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