Baby Blue

Bye bye, baby blue
I wish you could see the wicked truth
Caught up in a rush, it's killing you
Screaming at the sun you blow into
Caught up in a grip when we were us
Fingers in a fist like you might run
I settled for the ghost I never knew
Super paradise I held on to

LED lights on red
You held my hand as you led me on over to your bed
You're gorgeous, drop dead
But right now you're giving me life in such a way that I never have felt from anyone else
I promise I meant every bit of it when I said you were gorgeous at that prom tonight
In that big dress and that makeup
But I swear to god you look better now with it all off
'Cause, babe, it must be a sin to look so sensational
It's making me feel sinful
It's been a long week, so why don't we bookend it here with some wishful thinking
And before I can finish my sentence, you kissed me and I kissed you back, it's addictive
You placed your hand on my chest, I placed mine on your breast and hips
You pulled me closer and I pulled you closer
Between us, there was no distance
My heart was pulsing out of my chest as you unbuttoned my shirt
Then my hand went up in your skirt, and one thing led to another
And damnit I forget the condoms, but that ain't stop us,
Two hours later, you didn't want me to leave, but I had to go so we wouldn't get caught
So we hugged goodbye, then I went back home singing

Bye bye, baby blue
I wish you could see the wicked truth
Caught up in a rush, it's killing you
Screaming at the sun you blow into
Caught up in a grip when we were us
Fingers in a fist like you might run
I settled for the ghost I never knew
Super paradise I held on to
But I settled for it

LED lights on blue
You held my hand tight as you lead me right on over to your bed alone in your room
I put my hand on your hip, then a little grip on your breast
But I could feel your body shaking as I put my lips in your neck
"Hey baby you feeling fine? If not then let me know what's up"
"Well I'm not feeling the best, and lately I've been throwing up"
"Have you checked your temperature?"
"Yeah and I know this is premature, but stick with me for a second, I think I'm pregnant"
Wait, what
"But how's that possible?"
"Well, you remember that night ago right after prom when you-"
Before you could finish your sentence, my body froze for a minute
It was all numb in my system, and my stomach had this sickness
Then I dropped to the foot of your bed, I was crazed inside
How would having a baby at 17 affect and change my life?
Too many ways to count, I was overwhelmed in the moment
I try to keep my cool, but my life goes in slow motion

Bye bye, baby blue
I wish you could see the wicked truth
Caught up in a rush, it's killing you
Screaming at the sun you blow into
Caught up in a grip when we were us
Fingers in a fist like you might run
I settled for the ghost I never knew
Super paradise I held on to
But I settled for it

It's been a month since we talked, after I snapped in that moment
But I think that I'm more level headed now, plus I got you some roses
And I've made an apology for every single quote that I said that night
Cause I read your eyes, and I hate to see you so broken
Now I'm parked in your driveway, and yeah, even though that I've played
This scenario a hundred times in my head, I still don't know what I'll say
When I look you right in the eyes, babe
I just hope you'll forgive me
Cause I know we can make it through anything, no matter if it's Hell or an ice age
So I knocked on your door, then your mom came and opened it
I asked where you were, she said you were in your room watching a show in it
I thanked her, then walked upstairs, and stopped right at your door
Took a deep breath, knocked, it creaked open, and out on the floor
I saw your clothes sprawled out, and there was a note on your desk
After reading the first sentence, I ran to your bathroom, with hope for the best
I swung the door open, and then my heart just stopped, and oh my God, oh my God

Bye bye, baby blue
I wish you could see the wicked truth
Caught up in a rush, it's killing you
Screaming at the sun you blow into
Caught up in a grip when we were us
Fingers in a fist like you might run
I settled for the ghost I never knew
Super paradise I held on to
Bye bye, baby blue
I wish you could see the wicked truth
Caught up in a rush, it's killing you
Screaming at the sun you blow into
Caught up in a grip when we were us
Fingers in a fist like you might run
I settled for the ghost I never knew
Super paradise I held on to
But I settled for a ghost