Letter To My Family & Friends

I done fell plenty time but I'm back up
Ima vent to you niggas
Until the track up
Die alone never will I need no back up
Been my own man I ain't never need to act tough

But fuck it let's take it back to beginning
Sit and pay attention I'm trynna paint you a image
I wonder if my daddy ever knew That I was gifted
Or if I'd ever...
get up on a beat and get the venting

Or if me and my mom
Could start to work on our bond
Love that woman to death
Rather say it before it time

Wish me and brothers
Could be there for each other
Instead of us acting
Like we better then one another

Money ain't Even make us
So why even let it break us
I give y'all all my last Jus to see
You at ya greatest and that's real shit

Yea I know we all been thru struggles
We gotta deal with
Truth be told
Y'all the ones I really wanna build with

I want a mill
But who ima get the mill with
I only got pictures with Sheem
That ain't no real shit
It bother me
But it something I gotta deal with it
Sad how my friends only people that I chill with

I feel some type that me and vocals aint speaking
We ain't beefing got me feeling like imvegan
You my dog what I want for me I wanted for us
Never meant to make you feel like you was under the cement

I'm Open for conversation
I ain't bitter
I know that we need it
We a force that I feel like was needed
We was both up in plas
Getting that money
Just to work on our craft
Hit the stu on the graveyard
We ain't record in the evening

It's more to the story I ain't Gon bring it up
Moral of the story never thought that you'd be
Changing up

And Idk if we gang or what
But I'm here if you need me
It's still the same with us forreal

I wish people tell me how they really feel
Is you here forreal
Or just Incase I sign a fucking deal
My vision blurry
My heart broken
I need it healed
I smoke weed
To cope with pain
Don't pop pills

Separate from people if they not real
People never feel you til you top tier
Doing this for me Incase it's not clear
And God the only person I do not fear

Before I taught the game I was student
Had to win
Sick and tired of fucking loosing
Promise I'm the truest
I don't need a fucking voucher jus to prove it
You think otherwise you live in an illusion

Word to my mama
Ima get them commas
And take care of family
Before I leave up off this earth
Or I loose it
But me fall off
I can't see it
Not now or never
That's like jezzy doing features with Gucci
I don't see it happening
Same way alotta people ain't see me rapping
Gotta beat the odds now

Numb to the pain
Don't even think I can cry now

Hurting deep inside
I cover it with a smile now

Old friends bussin uies (U turns)
I thinking why now

People only Gon do what you allow now
They promoting lies
They living in a fa - side now
I'm paraonoid
Looking out my window they could slide now

On my hands and knees I pray to god now
I'm content with everybody who is not around
I'm getting money
Don't gotta be on the block now
Ain't no second guessing got my shot now

Do it all ...