4 a.m.

It's 4 a.m., I see the stranger
In the bathroom mirror
Staring blankly back at me
I ask if I should head right back
Into the comfort of my bed
I know I cannot fall asleep

Will you stay and watch me fall apart
For the second time this week
I can't wait to see you smile again
But I know that it will be
A long long time

It's been a month since I last tried
To pick up all the pieces
Of my porcelain head
What's gone is gone
I cannot fix this wreck that I've become
But I'll never forget

The cheerful girl that I once was
The innocence I had and later lost
The walls around me, they are breaking
My crippled smiles, I don't know if I can
Keep on faking

I get up early, start my day
Wipe the blood of yesterday
But the scars still remain
When I walk to that red sink today
The hollowness inside
Stings just the same

Dear reflection plain before me
Please don't show your face no more
I can't stand to see the horror
The hurt behind your lightless eyes

One final night we'll spend together
And then we'll watch the sun rise



Credits
Writer(s): Emily Küpers
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