Native

Is it homicide to kill the undefined?
Because of direction, I stare at reflection

I don't have the confidence
To be honest with myself
Honestly I'm terrified
To know I'm unwell

I tried to cut both my arms off
But even with you there it wouldn't be enough

All I've ever wanted
Just a name to call my own
What it takes to be alone
Am I still human enough?
I can't tell what to trust
Why am I surprised
That I'm not alive?

Setting time aside to tear at my insides
Forever exhausted, priorities altered

If confidence is a crutch, then
Take my hands and crush them
Just forget the human in me
My stream of consciousness untied,
Undefined, and hard to find
Not guilty

All I've ever wanted
Just a name to call my own
What it takes to be alone
Am I still human enough?
I can't tell what to trust
Why am I surprised
That I'm not alive?

An excess of instant access?
Leaves my absent mind and thoughts behind

I tried to cut both my arms off
But even with you there it wouldn't be enough

All I ever wanted was a place to call home
What it takes to be alone
Am I still human enough?
I can't tell what to trust
Why I am I surprised

Is it all I've ever wanted
Just a place to call home
And a name to call my own
Is that enough to define me?
I've decided that regardless
I'll go unnoticed



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Couvion
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