Soon

Stop me if I sound selfish
But could you wait here for a moment
No, it's fine, don't let me keep you waiting
It gets left unsaid, you notice

All of a sudden we're getting closer
And all of a sudden I'm coming over And I start to wander
When I just can't fight the fear
If the feeling's really something
Wouldn't time go slower
Seven letters and a button means I really know her

If I'm honest and you're honest
Does that make our something real
I hear your heels on hardwood floor

Don't wait for me

I didn't mean it
I'm a liar
I don't feel yet
But I'm trying
Do I want it
Does the question even matter to you

I've been trying to make you notice
Falling for a moment
Waiting on a sign
I've been waiting for a while
Lost and in denial
Begging just for time

I only wanted to make you feel okay
Honey, I can do it if I turn and walk away
Some things are better left unsaid
I'm living in my head
Why get out of bed
Sure

So, I all I need is twenty minutes of your time
So we can tell each other
A couple hundred lies
Like, maybe I believed
And tried too hard
And fell right through
Into you

I've been staring into subtext
Terrified of what's next
Waiting on your line
You've been all I've ever wanted
Now I know I'm haunted
Terrified of time

If keeping secrets isn't lying
I'll just keep denying
Keeping track of time

I'm running out of time
Falling out of line

I'm falling out of love
I'm falling out of love
But someday I'll grow up