Speak My Mind

I'm wasting, I'm wasting
My goddamn time
I take a lot of, I take a lot of down-

I take a lot of downtime
So bored out of my mind
Music on dance along
Sing it out loud
Drop my freestyles down
Voice memos goin' wild
But I can't seem to pull it all together
No matter the weather
It's never right
My mind has gone blind
Even though I'm fuckin' high all the time, aye
I wouldn't doubt if that's the reason why
I can't seem to speak my goddamn mind, uh, uh

Rough drafts of sad songs clog up my phone
I can't seem to speak my mind
I feel like I'm wasting my time, aye
Wasting my time
I feel like I'm wasting my goddamn time, uh

Get up, get up I keep screaming
Get up, get up you've gotta do this
Get up, get up you've gotta give a fuck
Get up, get up I keep screaming
Get up, get up you've gotta do this you fuck!

Got a blunt in my mouth so I'm okay yeah
Then when it fades away think of yesterday
Got a blunt in my mouth so I'm okay yeah
Then when it fades away think of yesterday

Got a blunt in my mouth so I'm okay
Then when it fades away think of yesterday
Got a blunt in my mouth so I'm okay
Then when it fades away think of yesterday

Sometimes I wonder if I've ever spit
Some words that someone else done did
Even though they came right outta' my fuckin' head
Into the fuckin' wire
My mixtape will be fire
So many years I'm still alive, aye, yuh
Smokin' to get past
The days I done drank past
Just to meditate my ass
Depression naps and all that
The truth is we all need an ass to clap
Houston is my trap
Yellin' two eight one
I'm a delinquent son of a gun, uh, uh

Got a blunt in my mouth so I'm okay
Got a blunt in my mouth so I'm okay
Then when it fades away think of yesterday

Got a blunt in my mouth so I'm okay yeah
Then when it fades away think of yesterday
Got a blunt in my mouth so I'm okay yeah
Then when it fades away think of yesterday

I'm losing my mind
Dancing around my sanity
Write down my rhymes
Protect me from my fantasies
Throwin' up my guard
Stayin' under my canopy
People actin' like they care
But they ain't understandin' me

I've got too many dark places
Each verse the bar raises
Lookin' up just stargazing
Listenin' to the songs playin'
Lost in my memories
Haunted by the history
Each misstep a mystery
Thinking yesterday what got into me

Rough drafts of sad songs clog up my phone
I can't seem to speak my mind
Feel like I'm wasting my time
Rough drafts of sad songs clog up my phone
I can't seem to speak my mind
Feel like I'm wasting my time

I can't seem to speak my mind
Feel like I'm wasting my time
I can't seem to speak my mind
Feel like I'm wasting my time

Notes full of sad songs
I'm runnin' out of space
Cloggin' up my phone
Tears runnin' down my face
Feelin' so alone
Old times are the saving grace
Can't fear the unknown
You put me in this place, ah



Credits
Writer(s): Shawn Goodin
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