Unreliable Narrator

Look at me in my face
Do I look good, maybe brittle?
Break me open just a little and I
Know it's time that I waste
Not just mine, but the people
That I rope into the riddle

All I feel, is it fake?
Tupperware plastic will make you think it's
Strong 'till you snap it, Oh I
Try to draw back the drapes
I don't need light but for watering the
Pot it's too late

I'm told you're not real, shit
I'm at the end of my wits
Just show me please, I'm begging you
Tell me the reason
I'm falling for you
But not falling true
Fulfilling the role that I laid out
But my heart ain't in it
And I know it's not you

Now it's nowhere to go
Pace in my room just to move it
In my head I'm watching movies tryna
Get along with the show
Not just mine, but the people
That I rope into the riddle

Something stunting my growth
Last on my list is to name it
I already made the payment and my
Bank account pretty low
I don't need cash, it don't matter
That won't fix what I broke

Ayo, run that shit back
(run that shit back)
Did it all, textbook, no cap
Took a fall, head lost in the map
Didn't know if I was on the right path
Wish that I could laugh
I put a whole lot of burden on me, you never did
All you wanted was someone to love, and I couldn't give
Don't know where the lust ends and where love begins
'Cause of that, I lost a friend

I'm told you're not real, shit
I'm at the end of my wits
Just show me please, I'm begging you
Tell me the reason
I'm falling for you (falling for you)
But not falling true
Fulfilling the role that I laid out
But my heart ain't in it
And I know it's not you

(Rope into the riddle)
(Falling for you)
(Plastic will make you think it's strong, strong)
(Draw 'em back)