Beautiful Misery

I just smoked that cookie now I see it a little clearer
I just made it to the sun from a stormy weather
I just turned my lights on now I see the picture
How the fuck you using me for that fucking paper
All the things you do to me hurt my fucking liver
I don't need no company I just need my liquor
And I never moved on bitch I do remember
Had to put my deuce on bitch I'll see you never

Why you always gotta make shit complicated
Never put the wait up now we seperated
Had to take the day off now I think they ready
And I never baseball but the swing is heavy
Please don't get me pissed off tell me who gon save me
And I praise God he gon save me if I'm lucky
Never done wit that when I'm 6 feet bring it wit me
With em roses issa beautiful misery

Life a beautiful lie man I'd rather die
Mixed emotions got me feel like tie n dye
When shit done hit my feelings my oh my
Never could've saw that coming from your side
I've never met a being so cold
Hope you never ever need me I'm home
On a real I been destressing
Catch some blessings

I just smoked that cookie now I see it a little clearer
I just made it to the sun from a stormy weather
I just turned my lights on now I see the picture
How the fuck you using me for that fucking paper
All the things you do to me hurt my fucking liver
I don't need company I just need the liquor
And I never moved on bitch I do remember
Had to put my deuce on bitch I'll see you never

So now I see the picture not just how you fucking paint it
Was walking blindsided like a donkey fucking pin it
I knew this all my life I just fucking need it
Why would you say it turn around and say that you don't mean it
I've never been that brudda who don't know his colour
I never change fast when I'm layin' under covers
I had to save that for the times I did endeavours
Meet me in the summer, imma show you I been doin better

I got stains on my shirt I been working dirty
Stains on my heart so you kno it's heavy
Pain in my eyes cuz I've seen plenty
Things from afar really never seem dat scary
But I go go
Trynna get a show wit no promos
Finna let it go like no more
Kicking down the door like joe blow
Down like joe blow

Am I gonna stop tell em wait on never
Even round the clock like the new December
He looking at the clock guess his time is over
Been fucked up by the world had him bending over
Been looking up to God guess the wait is over
Done fucked up on his luck got the leftovers
One mans trash is another come up
Stat for stat got his hair done up

We living today so we could die tomorrow
I might go and fuck around climb the Kilimanjaro
If you say you got me I don't need collateral
If you trynna down me I'm screaming geronimo
If you trynna join me then cmon like vamanos
Come and spend some time wit me I do this shit natural
I got I got moral codes
I got I got moral codes

I just smoke that cookie now I see it a little clearer
I just made it to the sun from a stormy weather
I just turned my lights on now I see the picture
How the fuck you using me for that fucking paper
All the things you do to me hurt my fucking liver
I don't need company I just need the liquor
And I never moved on bitch I do remember
Had to put my deuce on bitch I'll see you never