Shooting at the Sun

If there's a reason for everything I'm feeling
It's a lesson I should've learned before
It takes such a long time striving and achieving
But it don't take long to hit the floor

'Cause all I'm seeing I can see straight thru
And all I'm hearing sounds the same
And all I'm feeling is lost inside
And blown away

My motivation was never any problem
In my heart I knew the way to go
But for the first time I can't see my direction
It's the one thing I thought I'd always know

'Cause everybody seems to move along
While I live thru the same old day
In the fading tail lights of another lie
I'm blown away

When do I get to touch what I'm reaching out for?
What am I reaching out for anyway?
When I was young I never saw a complication
Only black and white but now it's shades og grey
When the clock ain't moving, what's another day?
Self-esteem is crumbling and there's no-one else to blame
When you're blown away, when you're blown away

I know the reason for everything I'm feeling
It's a lesson that I should've learned before
It takes such a long time striving and achieving
But it don't take long to hit the floor

'Cause all I'm seeing I can see straight thru
And all I'm hearing sounds the same
And all I'm feeling is lost inside
Horizon seems so far away

'Cause everybody seems to move along
And I can't keep living thru today
In the fading tail lights of another lie
I'm blown away