Bottle in My Hands

I've got this bottle in my hands and I ain't bout to put it down
I never had a chance all they ever do is put me down
So many voices in my head, I'm getting overwhelmed by the sound
Next to the toilet on my legs, I puke and fall asleep on the ground

Bottle by my side, liquor in my cup
Finna swallow all my pride, I sip and swig and chug
I get lost inside my mind, I sink deep in this rut
Peace is what I'm tryna find, think I really need some love right now

I wish you could see
This hell inside of me
I wish I could breathe
But there's no finding me

I'm lost, I'm gone
I'm not so strong
I try to be
What's inside of me?
Pain and emptiness
So much heaviness
I want to escape it
My mind's feeling vacant

Bottle in my hands, liquor in the shot glass
Wobble when I stand, I hope I do not crash
Toss all in my bed, mind racing and my thoughts fast
Feel awful when I get up, mind aching and I've lost track of time

I wish it would leave
This weight that tied to me
Time is what I need
Restore the life in me

I'm lost, I'm gone
I'm always wrong
Never right, I know
The end of life's quite close

Pain in my head won't quit
So much emptiness
I want to escape it
But I just can't leave it



Credits
Writer(s): Kurt Hanson
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