New Mornings

I need to process feeling
The way I'm feeling
I want to understand why
I'm in denial of where I am
I know something's not right
And still I try to fight it
I lay awake every night
My desperate mind won't keep quiet

I tell myself I should be in a better place by now
And I pray if I say that enough it'll all come true somehow

Deep wounds cut deeper when you don't leave them alone
Life could be sweeter if you just would hold onto hope
That when the rain comes down
And the sun is nowhere to be seen
On the other side of this dark night's
A brand new morning

How many times do I have to tell myself
Wrong things are still wrong
We don't live in a world
Where the same mistake gives a different outcome

I'd be lying if I said that sometimes my flesh doesn't feel like the best way
But I promise you that the regret will always feel the same

Deep wounds cut deeper when you don't leave them alone
Life could be sweeter if you just would hold onto hope
That when the rain comes down
And the sun is nowhere to be seen
On the other side of this dark night's
A brand new morning

Desperately trying
I'm desperately trying to change
I am so tired
I am so tired of living the same way
Desperately trying
I'm desperately trying to change
I am so tired
I am so tired of living the same way

Deep wounds cut deeper when you don't leave them alone
Life could be sweeter if you just would hold onto hope
That when the rain comes down
And the sun is nowhere to be seen that
On the other side of this dark night's
A brand new morning