Worth (... To Self-Examine)

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Damn
How we end up back here
"Last time"
You said that last time you was under an attack here
"Last time"
My nigga "last time?" I thought we made it way past here
"Last time"
Matter of fact nigga that's fine
But you said that shit last year
No cashier, no change
All you do is mask it the whole day
All you do is hide the tears to keep appearance
Now look you fearing old ways
Acting like you had dealt and moved past it
In truth you need a new casket
'Cause by the time that shit is very clear
We gon perish by old age
Break it down
Ok, wanna solve your problems
Ok, wanna value you
Ok, then resolve your trauma
Easier to say than do
It's way less effort to be with never
Expressing yourself to keep together
The folks in your life, a sheep no Shepard
You do whatever they do
Then in turn you learn to live spiteful (Spiteful)
It's fucking vicious that cycle (Cycle)
'Cause how the hell you be with anybody
When you the one who don't like you? (Like you)
Yourself you treason
You know the feeling
And like the season fall down
I might not known it back then
But I'm starting to see it all now
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This the last time I accept some shit I don't deserve
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This the last time I accept some shit I don't deserve
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Damn
Here I go again
Why do I pretend
That I got it figured out when I been
Always getting hurt
Always on the mend
Why is it easy to stand and defend
When it's others at war and support my friends
But as soon as it's me
It's doom it's bleak
And it's pressure from the world that off I fend
Let's check I'm thinking that
It beat me down and it connect
Aint swinging back, believe me now
I'll be a wreck
Can't see me lack
I'm backed in a corner
Living my life in the head of a loner
Me, myself, and I gotta own it
Break it down
Ok, wanna solve my problems
Ok, wanna value me
Ok, then resolve my trauma
In the end it's down to me
What's the cost, the benefit
Domain is imminent
The cycle runs and the same is evident
Your sense of self is like a room for tenement
Your brain is rent free but who's a resident
I'm tired of suffering in a silence
No man can cut it as an island
But shit I might as well be god damned if a nigga ain't gon be trying
Withdraw to myself to haul up my help to get my feelings all out
I might not known it back then but I'm starting to see it all now
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