August Sun

I'm gonna treat this dark room
Like a confessional
I hope that's alright
Cuz I've gone too long
Keeping the bottle corked on
The storm in my mind

I know I said many times that I'd be fine
But I'll set the record right, that was a lie

At least I think it was
But god, I can't tell
It was easy for the first five months
And now it's hell
I didn't feel a thing
When I cut the ties
Now you're seeping right back on into my mind

If I could've seen the end
Of the tunnel
I'd still be holding your hand
I admit it's my fault
But there's a lot to say
For circumstance

I didn't know what I was doing while I was doing it
Like a tornado tearing through it, I ruined it

At least I think I did
But god, I don't know
August sun to January snow
And it's the little things
That sink into me
I just walked by and you forgot to breathe

I just wanna make sure that you know
You're beyond beautiful
And you're the only one I've ever loved like that
If I could find one of the edges of this page
I would flip to that day
And I'd take it back

At least I think I would
But god, by now
I wouldn't have a prayer so I might as well stay out
I know she makes your smile
Shine like the sun
And I'm still alive so that'll have to be enough
And I'm still alive so that'll have to be enough