Stuck Between

I don't know what to do, but I want to change
156 Murray Hill Plaza
Murray Hill Plaza shit
Northern Blvd. shit
Stuck between

Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Losing a lot in this heart break
Lately all the days are all the same
I don't know what to do but I want to change
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Losing a lot in this heart break
Lately all the days are all the same
I don't know what to do but I want to change

I gotta move on
Because there's nothing left for me here
Except bitter memories and tears
It's hard to be sincere when you hurting
And you have fears of the uncertain
Looking at yourself wondering if you deserve this
Man it's like I'm not the same person
The weight of earth been, crushing me
So I started closing the door like stage curtains
Putting things under me yo
I'm low already
It's like I'm buried and gone
Yet others expect me to stay strong
Guess I never show my weakness
Know I'm vague on these topics
When I speak them
I really hate to talk about my problems (Why?)
People don't relate
Or think they have to solve them
Nah I'm not the only one in hardship
But I don't wanna stay lost in my conscience

Stuck and I lost a lot
When I Love, it cost my heart
Nonchalant from how long I fought
and that's why, that's why I'm
Stuck and I lost a lot
When I Love, it cost my heart
Nonchalant from how long I fought
and that's why, that's why I'm

Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Losing a lot in this heart break
Lately all the days are all the same
I don't know what to do but I want to change
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Losing a lot in this heart break
Lately all the days are all the same
I don't know what to do but I want to change

I need to sit in silence and meditate
Lost so much it's like I fell from heaven gate
Keep it in but what I never say
Haunt me the most
That's my abandonment issues
It's not the same on the phone
I miss you
That's why I tell you so many times
We don't talk much these days
But I still remember all those nights
When we decided to break it off
I feel like a piece of me broke
I'm not gonna lie
It ain't easy to cope with my emotions
Megumin this shit explosive
Sorry I needed that joke
That's how I deal with the serious shit
Keeping appearances when
In reality I ain't shit
But I want to change how I think
I loved you more than me
Put you above me, now I'm sinking
That's not your fault though
I gotta get a grip like Balto
Stop feeling awful about things not in our control
Regardless what it is
I wanna thank you the bottom of my soul
You taught me how to live again
You taught me how to live again

Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Between Sanford to Barclay's
156 Murray Hill Plaza