These Days

These Days

Ya
Been getting a head of myself
Fighting the pain no one to blame
But I keep on blaming myself
Losing the fights every night
I think I'm losing my health
All of the gifts that I gave to you
I keep on spending my wealth
Every time that I go and try
It's like I'm giving you hell

Trying real hard to be what you need
Trying real hard letting you breath
Trying real hard to set you free
Trying real hard can you see what I see

Maybe I can help you be
Loving yourself is easy to me
But you seem to have a lot of real things
Causing you pain you can vent to me

I know that I can be the reason you cry
Even when I try I bring a tear to your eye
I'm really sorry I'm not gonna lie
I'm sorry you hurt it's hard but I'm trying

We seem to be miss understood
I wish I could then I would
Take all your pain send it my way
This love is all I want these days

Taken your time to be what you like
I'll wait for you for the rest of your life
No rush from me I'll be what you need
I will help you see what I see

Baedy it's you it's you that I want
No one could ever be above
I just want for you to be loved
I hope I'm that needed hug

I wanna be your healing
Help you fight your demons
When we talk I get this feeling
Can I tell you one lil secret

I never had a thought
That my heart would rot
I was never taught
What feelings I got

I will never leave you
Always wanna see you
Heard how you got treated
I'll never miss treat you
I'll never ever beat you
I just wanna free you

I'll be your hero
Your a one and zero
A ten in my eyes
But dint be surprised
The way are you
You deserve a good life

No thorn in my side
Your a good time
When I'm with you
I feel alive

Every night
We seem to fight
But I'm glad it's with you
I know we'll be alright