Speechless

Silence is golden thats what they told em
But not when its your moment and you chosen
I been waiting too long why the procrastination
Dumb like dying from self inflicted masturbation
Im so much of a genius that I'm an idiot
Trynna be perfect knowing that I been a wreck
Worried about pockets knowing that its been a stretch
This is a test I'm failing to pass
It gets thicker than mud before you see greener grass
In god I believe optimistic indeed trust the process Embid but I'm human I bleed
So sometimes I get lost stare at the stars and the seas
Tend to ponder so long people think I'm a feign
Dumbfounded feeling stuck in a scheme
Sometimes I'm trying to make it through days
Looking blank in the face I got nothing to say
Im speechless

Im speechless

Im speechless

And I'm the writer of the family
Sometimes I be mad at me
Speechless

Yea yo

How you supposed to be the voice of the people
When you look in the mirror and can't even see you
So much on my mind and my heart is heavy
I built up a persona like I never worry
I owe a lot of thank you's and apologies
Those who acknowledged me in my time of need
I done let fans down in Germany
And places I'm just thankful that they heard of me
Child is blessed I'm more Bonds Barry,
More Kyrie, more Jim Carey
Aim for the stars results my vary
Grey clouds follow me can't find the catalyst
I roll cannons cuz life will try to sink your battleships
I be feeling drained like dialyisis
Mixed with the effects of sleep paralysis
Cat got my tongue I'm at a loss for words
Im speechless

Speechless

Speechless

And I'm the writer of the family
Sometimes I be mad at me

Speechless

Im what what what what what what what

Speechless



Credits
Writer(s): Omari Edwards
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