January 2nd

4 years here without you and it still ain't really feeling right
I still see you in that bed remember the day you lost your life
Visions getting scary I see it every time I close my eyes
They say things get better but I still ain't feeling fine
I know you looking down on me
Hope I could make you proud as can be
I even hear from my mommy
I act like you to the tee
And still it hurts me in the soul
My heart will never be whole
Like I said in that song low
Or even when I was feeling cold
I cried all night up in my room
Demons get at me what it do
Fake a smile that's my costume
I Need nirvana I'm in bloom
I'm akatsuki feel this pain
In my head I keep these chains
Sadness weighing on my brain
These ghost haunt me Ed and Lorraine

Now I sit here reflecting on memories
Time and emotions when you was still here with me
I'm fighting battle's mentally
I feel at war I need some peace
Now I'm lost don't know where to go
Looking for a place I can call home
In my head stuck in this dome
I feel like juice I'm long gone

Wish I could've saved you
From the pain you was going through
You stood tough just like bamboo
Dad you know that I love you
But I just cannot understand
Why I had to lose the man
Who's soul was beautiful and grand
You're my hero Superman

Thinking bout the times we had
Traditions that has gone and passed
All the crazy nights and laughs
You know I'm proud to call you dad
But when I saw you in that casket
Heart turned cold I turned to savage
Enough with the jokes no more laughing
I got goals I need to establish
I'm battling demons feel like Tanjiro
Stuck in this game kirito
Feeling like Ty I'm blasting off
I'm blind to pain call me Toph
The mental anguish that I'm feeling
Don't paint me wrong I'm not a villain
I hit that point I'm past the ceiling
Now I reveal demons I'm concealing

Wish I could've saved you
From the pain you was going through
You stood tough just like bamboo
Dad you know that I love you
But I just cannot understand
Why I had to lose the man
Who's soul was beautiful and grand
You're my hero Superman



Credits
Writer(s): David Diaz
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