my ANXIOUS mind

Seems like
I'm going through
the motions

I'm not
The one who
Should be ghosted

Why am I
Letting you
Know this

You're not
Headed where
I'm going

So let me
Address all my
Motives

Perhaps
You'll finally
Start to notice

There's
No way
I could have wrote this

With
The state of
Thought I've chosen

Whoa whoa
Oh oh oh oh

Here I sit
Just melting inside
A black sweater
And I'm nervous
Cause my anxious mind
Is taking over
And I forget
Exactly why
I'm this sober
I get so nervous
So nervous
Being backed into a corner

I always get avoided
But I'd avoid you
If I saw you talking to the voices

It's not
Like they're
tiny noises

They're so loud
And ruin so many
Of my choices

My neck gets itchy
Like a bad reaction
To a topical ointment

I take no enjoyment
I get no enjoyment
Feeling like I'm getting toyed with

Here I sit
Just melting inside
A black sweater
And I'm nervous
Cause my anxious mind
Is taking over
And I forget
Exactly why
I'm this sober
I get so nervous
So nervous
Being backed into a corner

Why do I
Have to be attacked
Am I supposed to attack back
Sit down relax
Wait for them to feel bad
Wait for them to feel bad

Am I
Just getting stabbed
I keep getting
Mad sad glad
All the emotions
I think come with that
They say this too shall pass
But I've got too many cracks

Here I sit
Just melting inside
A black sweater
And I'm nervous
Cause my anxious mind
Is taking over
And I forget
Exactly why
I'm this sober
I get so nervous
So nervous
Being backed into a corner