my way

I tried standing up but i fell another day
And i'm laying on the floor hoping everything's okay
On a search for the button where i skip another day
And the time is running out never got the chance to play
Argued to myself just to lose it to myself
And i'm burning all my memories like they're pictures on a shelf
So i broke all my promises that i made when i was twelve
Now my eyes are always red and i just wish i had some help

I wanna try today
Don't want to cry and i don't want to lie
I want it alive today
So show me what's right and i might just ride with you

Running when i shouldn't, im in doubt
Full in my feelings i don't want to give it out
I'm in control yet i can't seem to turn around
Can't win a round
I can't do without, it's true
Running when i shouldn't, im in doubt
Full in my feelings i don't want to give it out
Im in control yet i can't seem to turn around
Can't win a round
I can't do without, it's true

So i mix it with some different pills so i lose my mind
Tryna find a way to lie and to lose the time
My shadow started growing up i can't call it mine
It's tryna die
It wants to die
With you
She started sending me some messages in the dark
Telling me to bring no friends up into the park
So i grab by her by the waist and i fake it all
I'm faking smiles
I'm making files
With you

I wanna try today
Don't want to cry and i don't want to lie
I want it alive today
So show me what's right and i might just ride with you

Running when i shouldn't, im in doubt
Full in my feelings i don't want to give it out
I'm in control yet i can't seem to turn around
Can't win a round
I can't do without, it's true

Dark day on a streetway it's the right day
Can i do it alone
Rough day it's my bad day its the wrong day
Can i turn it around