All Alone Myself

Something isn't right cause
I've been listening
Paying attention
You don't listen
You've been givin'
You've been spending up
Your time
Out there lying
Oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah
You're like Novocaine, Novocaine

Drowning in my sorrows, I can't think straight
I want to feel love, the real thing
All of these conditions leave a heavy weight
Inside my chest, I feel faint
I wanna provide, but I can't right
I wanna feel happy, not sad right now
But it's all I think about
Ocean of love, 'bout to drown right now
I know for sure, I'll find shore again
Stepped onto land, but it's quicksand
Sinking in my thoughts, I can't think again
Find my peace of mind, It's sink or swim
Will I ever be safe from the hell I'm in?
Will I ever be safe from the Reaper, Grim?
Think I just hit Rock Bottom
All my opportunities, I lost 'em

And it's like that
If I ever fall, will you fall back?
If I drown, will you ever save me?
If I loved myself, would you love me?
Baby girl
Want you to validate my world
I want you to get me out this world
I need your referral
I've been on myself
All alone myself
Wanna love myself
Noooo

And I had nowhere to go
Stuck in my head, I was all alone
Numb the pain with the weed again
Couldn't face my demon, ugly to the vein
Gave her my heart and I got back nothing
Showed 'em my scars then they went back running
To a space to forget about Jai
Left me in alone, with no where to stay
Gave her my love with an iPod
Sent notes back and forth then that stopped
Left me alone on the recess playground
Played with my heart for others to laugh around
Took my heart then she ran away
On my iPod, I left my love WAVs
Asked for it back, she probably laughed
Said she lost it, she lost more than that

Inside and outside and inside and out
I had no doubt inside me when you let me down
I was in the ocean drowning you ripped my heart out
And I didn't know what to do now I was chasing around

And it's like that
If I ever fall, will you fall back?
If I drown, will you ever save me?
If I loved myself, would you love me?
Baby girl
Want you to validate my world
I want you to get me out this world
I need your referral
I've been on myself
All alone myself
Wanna love myself
Noooo

And it's gonna be okay
Take it day by day
One day you'll make it
Next second you'll be vacant
Stay consistent
With the way I feel this instant
No pills, no prescription
Only mediation and my mission
Ugh
Free all my soul
Free all the souls
Free all the souls

I just want to be left alone
I wanna be in own throne
Black sheep
Black sheep I was alone
Nobody helped me when I alone, no, no
Now I'm sitting in the lune
Sitting in my room
Dark lit than a moon