Big Ideas In the Dark (Deserve It)

Big ideas in the dark
Thoughts that make me fall apart
Dreaming up something real existential
Pondering if I'll live up to my potential

What happened to the wide eyed girl from 2019
Before her hair was dead
And she still had hopes to chase her dreams
Maybe I left her
In the booth where we both made a pact
That we'd do something special
And leave this damn town
And never let ourselves turn back

Does she deserve it?
A life that's so far from what she has been served with
Or is she another girl who wants to be more
Than what she has earned
With nothing to show the rest of the world
Does she deserve it?
Or does she just yearn it?

Big ideas in the dark
Do I still have my spark
What if I've lost what made me so special?
What if this is it there is no other level?

What happened to the wide eyed girl from just a few years ago
With plans up her sleeve and things to achieve
Nothing was unattainable
Does she know?
That it's been more than two years
And I'm still stuck here?

Does she deserve it?
A life that's so far from what she has been served with
Or is she another girl who wants to be more
Than what she has earned
With nothing to show the rest of the world
Does she deserve it?
Or does she just yearn it?

Wanting it so bad is half of the battle
Working for it is a whole other hassle
Then there's the matter of all life's distractions
Learning to not let them ruin your passions

Wanting it so bad is half of the battle
Working for it is a whole other hassle
Then there's the matter of all life's distractions
Learning to not let them ruin your passions

To not find a bright side proves itself to be hard
But sometimes it's nice to just be alone
With your big ideas in the dark



Credits
Writer(s): Sarah Carrillo-vilchez
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