Nothin But A B Thang

Yeah
Yeah
This one for you Becca

I'm trying to stop these tears from steady falling down my eyes
But my heart been so heavy ever since I heard you died
I know you up there smiling while you dancing in the skies
I know you watching over me and keeping hope alive
You had to go away, I wanted you to stay
Promise you that I ain't never think I'd see the day
Where I would have to say, goodbye the way I can
I know you don't want me out here hurting like I am
But I just wanna lay face down
I just wanna lay faith down
I don't wanna face God now, I just wanna lay face down

It's been a long time coming in these last 6 years
You ain't know the kid from nothing and yet love is what you give
I mean love is what you had
So that love is what you gave
Im still refusing to believe that I can't see your face
When I run up on a stage
You been my number 1 supporter
And every time I dropped new merch
You always placed a order
Was always states away and yet your heart was at the borders
Always telling me your proud of me for sure and never sort of
I'd always send you songs first to ask for your opinions
You don't know how much it meant to me when you would smile and listen
The time we came to Dallas see I made that shit my mission
Just to meet you for the first time, now Im cherishing that memory cause

I'm trying to stop these tears from steady falling down my eyes
But my heart been so heavy ever since I heard you died
I know you up there smiling while you dancing in the skies
I know you watching over me and keeping hope alive
You had to go away, I wanted you to stay
Promise you that I ain't never think I'd see the day
Where I would have to say, goodbye the way I can
I know you don't want me out here hurting like I am
But I just wanna lay face down
I just wanna lay faith down
I don't wanna face God now, I just wanna lay face down

A double shot of brown tequila, trying to chase the leader
Of whiskey, I probably shouldn't be mixing either
And it's simply the miles and meters and centimeters
That came between us, I felt the presence and never seen em
All those weeks I would talk to you
Turned to years, I got comfortable
I ain't call like im pose to do
Wasn't hard to get close to you
You was open and vulnerable, I was all but inexorable
I wasnt done with the chapters, but now you closing the chronicles
Why'd you leave
Girl you the best example of all the people I need
When I ran out of confidence, and it's hard to proceed
And there you go being a shinning light
God you know now my mind ain't right
I'll be up at this time of night
I don't know how to grieve, I just know how to lead
I hate to see people go, I hope it's not this hard with me
I'm tired of taking losses, this can't be healthy for me
I won't always be able to keep it G

You had to go away, I wanted you to stay
Promise you that I ain't never think I'd see the day
Where I would have to say, goodbye the way I can
I know you don't want me out here hurting like I am
I just wanna lay face down
I just wanna lay faith down
I don't wanna face God now, I just wanna lay face down
I'm trying to stop these tears from steady falling down my eyes
But my heart been so heavy ever since I heard you died
I know you up there smiling while you dancing in the skies
I know you watching over me and keeping hope alive