Blame

Oh love this ship is sinking
There's no place left to go
And how the shore keeps shrinking
The waves keep pulling me
And
Oh, I wont let it slip away
And love
You told me not to pray
But I blame myself

All I've got is regret
Never the sucker nor the winner
Always stuck in the middle is how I felt
Could've been whatever we wanted
But what I truly wanted you to know is
How I truly hoped that it would mend.
So unsuccesfull yet
And to worsen this descent into my head

It's like I'm losing grip
On what I have and what I see and what I feel
And what I think and what I need to be
And I still can't seem to comprehend
Why I tought about these things in specific way
That even I could never understand
And why I never kicked the habits
That nearly pushed me around the bend
But it doesn't even matter
Cause' in the end

Oh love this ship is sinking
There's no place left to go
And how the shore keeps shrinking
The waves keep pulling me
And
Oh, I wont let it slip away
And love
You told me not to pray
But I blame myself

Late at night is when it gets to me
When I struggle and I tumble just to ge relieve
The toughts come and go like a guest to me
Don't want to kill myself
Just want to get reprieve
Don't want to die
Just need out of my mind
Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible and no one can see me
When no one can see me, then no one must need me
And if no one needs me then my life has no meaning
Screaming out what I want
But no one can hear me
And if no can hear me
Am I even hear or am I dreaming
Am I pretending to feel this
Am I kidding myself
Is it all in my head
Do I even need help
Is reality just to much to deal with
And am I truly still that weak kid?
I just hope that you'll forgive me
For what I did

Still caught under the weight of my own actions
Still taking all the blame for your abscence
Still feeling like I need but I can't have this

Still caught under the weight of my own actions
Still taking all the blame for your abscence
Still feeling like I need but I can't have this

Still feeling like I need but I can't have this

Still feeling like I need but I can't have this

But I can't have this

Oh love this ship is sinking
There's no place left to go
And how the shore keeps shrinking
The waves keep pulling me
And
Oh, I wont let it slip away
And love
You told me not to pray
But I blame myself
But I blame myself
But I blame myself
But I blame myself
But I blame myself

I blame myself
It's kind off wrong but I blame myself
I blame myself
It's wrong but I blame myself



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Writer(s): Thibaud Mathieu
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