For Myself

Trynna keep everyone 'round me happy
It's not only a gift but it's a curse
I run around I'm trynna make it work

I gotta do whats all best for myself
Cause I'm tired of being all for one,
I'm speaking for my health
I never think I need to ask for help
Always think of someone else
Never think about myself
Always think about the old me
Ever since you told me
That I'm changing up all for the love
Oh, I thought that it was better to be selfless
Sometimes I gotta be selfish

I gotta do what's best for me
This time, I don't disagree
Many times, spend too much time
Waste too much time
Thinking 'bout what I can say now
I, through the cold cold times, getting by
Overthinking everything all my life
But I figured it out
Gotta change this time
Gotta make the best choice
Gotta use my voice
Never listen to the demons, gotta block out the noise
Gotta know where to go and know what to avoid
Think about what's best for me

Trynna keep everyone 'round me happy
It's not only a gift but it's a curse
I run around I'm trynna make it work

I gotta do whats all best for myself
Cause I'm tired of being all for one,
I'm speaking for my health
I never think I need to ask for help
Always think of someone else
Never think about myself
Always think about the old me
Ever since you told me
That I'm changing up all for the love
Oh, I thought that it was better to be selfless
Sometimes I gotta be selfish

Never know what it takes
Always think of what to gain
I got too much on my mind going on every day
Always looking for a sign, telling it to go away
Indecisiveness is haunting me each and every day
Always feeling like I'm running 'round in circles
Truth is there is only so much I can hurdle
So many people and myself I gotta learn for
I'm flipping pages in my journey like a journal
Making plans left and right
Forcing me to choose a side
And I find myself debating all my choices every night
But I learned that I gotta let go
By only making choices that'll help me grow

I gotta do whats all best for myself
Cause I'm tired of being all for one,
I'm speaking for my health
I never think I need to ask for help
Always think of someone else
Never think about myself
Always think about the old me
Ever since you told me
That I'm changing up all for the love
Oh, I thought that it was better to be selfless
Sometimes I gotta be selfish



Credits
Writer(s): Leo Sato Cai
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