Ruin Your Day

I'm really confused about this feeling,
And you make me keep a secret so revealing
That I can't reveal, and I can't believe it's true.

You have someone else, you've been with for years,
So why losing you is becoming my fear now?
I wish you well, but I wish you felt it too.

When I said I liked you,
Well, I never really said it 'cause I'm so afraid
Of how this will find you,
Trapped in a note that will ruin your day.

And oh, I don't know what to say,
I'm lost in your looks.
If I tell you, I'll ruin your day.

You have a way of being flirtatious,
Say we're soulmates, who're bonded forever.
What do you mean, platonically or no?

If you're hiding, can you let go?
As I'm tired of the blinds you put over my head.
That say they're not just jokes,
And somewhere inside, you want me to ruin your day.

And if it's all fun and games for you,
This complication is something I wish I never knew.
As you're playing with my mind like a chess champion,
And I don't know which piece to move.

(Hah-ah-ah)
(Hah-ah-ah)

I feel like an idiot for falling for you,
It's like I stepped into a wrong classroom.
I'm reaching for your hand and it's a new way through,
The delusions and the fantasies, that may come true.

(Hah-ah)

But a poison mist, is spreading hurtful facts.
As you top my list, and I'm always bottom half.
It's obvious, that to you, I'm just a friend.
It's real life, it's not a fairytale.

So don't you worry, I'll keep it in chains.
If that's what it takes to not throw away,
Our friendship, you know, the friendship I don't wanna lose.

So the rain will erase you,
The waters of time will dissolve all the pain.
And I know I will face you,
Someday when I'll be sure, this won't ruin your day.

And oh, you'll always be my friend,
You're silver and gold, but it's not worth to love you again.

(And ruin your day, ruin your day)

(Hah-ah-ah-ah)

And ruin your day, ruin your day.

(Hah-ah-ah-ah)

Ruin your day