Paranoia (feat. Walter Graham)

Climbing up stairs to a floor that doesn't exist
Fears in my head far too many to list
I tell you I'm afraid you ask me why
Unfortunately I'm not sure how quite to reply
Am I afraid of the dark is just the unknown
I wipe the dust right off the questions
The answers don't show
A merry go round of fear and doubt in my mind
But, at least now in this moment I'm starting to feel fine

When I am alone its jenga blocks in my head
You could make me fall but you hold me instead
I've never felt steady supported or stable
I've always been more like a three legged table
I'm always on edge constantly watching me back
But you tell me you are only what you choose to attract
And your words resound warmly so I take a deep breath
So I have no fears left left left

So fine
I'll unparanoia my mind
Fine

I feel like I can trust you
I feel like I can love you
Teach me to love myself
Fine fine slowly starting to feel fine
What if I'm not fine
What if I'm not fine
What if I'm not fine
What if it's not fine
What if I'm not fine
What if I'm not fine
What if I'm not fine

Help me unparanoia my mind
Fine help me unparanoia my mind

Rainfall patters on top of broken hearts
Leaving me suspended in introspection
My mind pleads me to run far away from
The image broadcasted in these reflections
A self aimed uproar self insurrection
Now I'm picking up the pieces from all directions
Excavating for self love or at least self acceptance
This sickness is overwhelming
I'm drunk from the noise melting into my subconsciousness
Give me a sec to get out of this mental mess
Unless you want to see a breakdown
See me breakdown
I'm not afraid



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Cherry
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