Judas Tree

No substance
Discordant
Wasting my days on a futile endeavour
Flat lining
Abhorrent
Counting the moments that end in forever
I HATE ALL THE WAYS I'VE BECOME
Staring at the ceiling
Mind is reeling
Revel in the feeling
What the fuck did you expect?
Counting out my birthright
Shun the daylight
Lungs are gasping - airtight
Pen it out and fucking rewrite
Down another couple smokes
Pen it out and fucking rewrite
This is the only way I know how to exist
Call it a loss: identify as a sophist
This is the only way I know
GOD
HEAR ME
I despise
This existence
GOD
HEAR ME
I despise
Your existence
Bleed out the poison in me
Pound the pavement: holy inquiry
Bleed out the poison in me
Hang me from a Judas tree
This is where I come to the end
I refuse to become this over again



Credits
Writer(s): Tyler Stenlund
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