Paradise

Im grinding my teeth even when I'm awake
I'm turning to anger just to deal with shakes
My biggest fear I ain't got what it takes
Even when I'm alone I'm surrounded by snakes

I tend to focus on the when and not the how
I try to be patient but I want this shit now
My gas is on E no salvation is found
So I call up my momma so she can talk to her child

Maybe I'm just homesick maybe I've just grown quick
I'm just doing all the same shit for problems they don't work wit
People put me up but I don't feel a thing
I can hardly write this verse I don't even wanna sing

I aim for what I can't achieve cause life ain't got no end credits
Only see the final cut you never see the small edits
Prolly 30 tries just for me to get the flow right
Post it up online just to make it look like it was one try

I'm really not sorry.

I'm not making friends to try and make it in the business
I'm never having abs so I'm bringing back the thickness
I murdered my cosign and silenced every witness
Workin out the kinks is a different kind of fitness
I'm sitting on the beach while im sippin on some citrus
Wake up everyday excited like it's fucking christmas
I'm running up the miles in this music game of inches
I made a boat to stay afloat while I'm out here burning bridges

I could really care less about the things they hold dear
I been perfecting my craft the whole year
Mind over matter when I die let me fry
Cause I plan on leaving every bit of my gold here

Patching up holes in my boat
Trying to keep it afloat
Got some shit on my mind
Got some thoughts on the low
Got some thoughts on the low



Credits
Writer(s): Jordan Sommer
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