Trapped

I try to find a reason
But I don't know where to start
I've been grasping at the pieces
Of my world falling apart
It's heavy on my conscious
So alert that I can't sleep
Been averaging the hours
As the days turn into weeks

I feel like every grain of sand
Rolls over by the ocean
I'm battered and I'm broken
I'm just going through the motions
And who am I to claim
To care enough to write it all
The rain washes away
Everything that I'm made of

I wish that you could see this world
Right through my tattered eyes
All the hurt and all the pain
They have no empty space to hide
I'm totally consumed by all
These thoughts inside my mind
Hope and peace and sanity
No longer by my side

The better parts of me
That were alive
They now have died
I have nothing left inside of me
My tears have all been cried
Everybody's always telling me
It gets better, they lied
Please just know that when I'm gone
I desperately tried

I'm so lost inside this cage of flesh
And bone that I'm trapped in
Why does wanting to be free
Feel like it's such a sin
I've exhausted all my options
In this game I'll never win
This road I've walked is long and hard
It's time for this to end.

Will I leave behind the presence
Of the ones that I've adored
Will this answer all the questions
Or just further even more
Do you think they'll leave an outline
Of my body on the floor
I hope the read the note I signed

I can't take this any more

Can't take this anymore

Will I see the light again
I'm suffocating deep within
Losing heart and losing light
Oh how I long to see the light

How much longer must I fight
This world's so cruel, this isn't right
I have no strength I've used my might
Now I wanna See the light
I just wanna see the light
I just wanna see the light
I just wanna see the light

I just want to be alive



Credits
Writer(s): Zach Landers
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