Pretend - Radio Edit

I stated from the bottom not lm here
I feel like l finally reached top tear

All l need was some ice, spice
Now l'm living nice
I don't got no one
So l became my own ride or die

Use to post bikini pics
Now lm focused on bigger things
Use to do a lot of shit
Cause l had insecurities

I sent you a text
Then you leave me on read
Don't know what you expect
Clearly you don't have respect

I can't force a relationship that it's there
So l packed my bags then l left

Dipped
Cause l even gonna take nun of this shit
Chose to move differently so l shift
If l'm to much to carry then don't lift

Don't l get what l deserve
Then l put in more work
Starting to see my worth
Karma is a b she's not a curse

The vision is bright, gotta lotta light
So l had to thank the lord Jesus Christ

l focusing on praying every night
And then the next day l go out and grind
I'm trynna do everything right
A battle l constantly need to fight

No lm not lucky, lm blessed yes
Need to confess, yes

I sent you a text
Then You left me on read
Don't know what you expect
Clearly you didn't have respect

I can't force a relationship that it's there
So l packed my bags then l left

Dipped
Cause l even gonna take nun of this shit
Chose to move differently so l shift
If l'm to much to carry then don't lift