Endless Night/Perfectly Fine

The words that I'm thinking
Are only penned by me
Not to be heard by anyone

And now I'm sinking
In what will be
Never seen by anyone

My eyes and bulging out and sore
Who the hell do you take me for?
Not a fool, not a man
The hourglass has lost its sand
My arms are numb and falling off
If I see you, then mazel tov
Not a sound, not a sight
Drifting off into endless night

I'll never die and I've had years to meditate
The prison is now my head as I drift off in space
The shape of the moon is a tiny speck from this place

I will never go back
I will not die under attack
But I will meet them
When the time is right

I will never go back
I will not die under attack
But I will meet them
When the time is right

When I'm there, I wonder what it'll be like
Life forms merging together into one alike
Will there be another life beyond me?

I've been dragged into this
My whole life absent of bliss
I am nothing compared
To what lies out there

Maybe I'm getting to excited
I'll have to make some peace with the uninvited
I won't die, maybe rot in a prison
It's just too unexplainable

What I feel

Nothing means anything
No one was real
And that's perfectly fine

Nothing means anything
No one was real
And that's perfectly fine