Forget It

In the night, I'm scared of sleeping
Passing time I stare at ceilings
Don't know why I'm plagued by demons
I close my eyes and wake up screaming
Through my life it stays repeating
I'm a mess through changing seasons
In my head I got these feelings
That want me dead or broke in pieces
My surroundings can't be peaceful
Tell me how to stop this evil
I'm so fragile, I'm so feeble
I always push away these people
Cause in my past they've been deceitful
Stay away can't let them see what's underneath
Got pins and needles
They stab and break and let me bleed, oh

And I'm still that kid
That speaks his mind but he don't know shit
He stay inside cause he got no friends
That's just his life, it's the way it is
Yuh
All the time and he still don't trip
He don't mind cause it's where he's been
For oh so long that he can't remember
A time in his life when these things were different
So misunderstood he always
Watched them laugh when he walked down hallways
He just wanted someone there
That could ease his pain cause he's just so scared
To keep it up with his behaviors
These charades that conceal his nature
He lost faith in a God or savior
And been that way since a young teenager

I'm sorry
To anyone I hurt before
There's so many times I let the bridges burn
Wanna take it back and try to make it work
But it's prolly for the best if I just ignore it
I know that nobody on this earth is perfect
But I gotta try and be a better person
So I can show the world that I do deserve this
Oh, a life worth living
I was at the bottom but I try forgetting
Back when I was riding round and smoking out the Civic
Don't nobody know just how it was cept Dylan
We was flat broke but we still had wishes
Sleeping in the car with the windows tinted
Spent our cash on a blunt then lit it
And every single dollar that we had we split it
Way back and they called me CCher
And I said I wanna rap and they thought I's kidding
Rocky at the start when I had to find the flow
But I did it on my own from the very beginning
I didn't know if I was gonna stick with the game
Now I take a step back and it's all so vivid
I been at this shit 10 years with the pen
If you wanting me to quit you can just forget it
(I been at this shit 10 years with the pen
If you wanting me to quit you can just forget it)
You can just
Just-just-just-just-just
You can just
Just-just-just-just
Just forget it

(In the night, I'm scared of sleeping
Passing time I stare at ceilings
Don't know why I'm plagued by demons
I close my eyes and wake up screaming
Through my life it stays repeating
I'm a mess through changing seasons
In my head I got these feelings
That want me dead or broke in pieces)