Disillusioned

Hey, it's me. You know what to do
You seriously can't acknowledge me
When I'm trying to make this right?
Why am I not surprised?
After six years
I figured you would've had a little bit more respect for me than this
Please, I'm sorry. I fucked up. I know I hurt you
Please stop ignoring my calls
Please, where are you?
No one has heard from you in days
We're all worried about you
Please, don't hurt yourself
The mailbox is full and cannot accept any messages at this time
Goodbye

I hate the snow, it reminds me of home
But it's a place I no longer know
The fear of loss overwhelms, overtakes my mind
You ripped away every hope of what I thought we could be
Now it's cold, I'm all alone on the streets of misery

I killed myself loving you, now I see
I guarantee you'll disagree
That I'm more than you thought I'd be
Reflections clear, a broken mirror
This perception so insincere
Had you seen what you'd become
A love that you have made undone
Here I stand, a broken man
Forging paths I don't yet understand

Let's make this right, we are not alright
Can't live my life on the edge of a knife
We're losing time in this pain and strife
Don't leave me tonight

Give me bloodshed
My beloved
Undecided
Poison inside your head
In denial
Volatile
Spew my bile
Hiding my crooked smile

You destroyed me
Bent to your knee
Your toxicity
Why can't you leave me be?
I forgave you
Could not save you
Point the blame to
Look what you made me do

I'll make this right, we will be alright
Remade my life free from burden and strife
I'm here to save all that we have me
Let's make our peace and rid ourselves of disease
Let's start again, four walls closing in
Things are getting worse as I write each verse
We're out of time I have lost my mind
I'm leaving you tonight



Credits
Writer(s): David Hopkins, Jeremy Richards, Elijah Syme, Nathan Meredith, Stewart Ricker
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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