Unfortunately

My legs feel far too weak
Energy is what I seek
They mistook me for black art
I guess another mission to abort

Feels like this bed is a magnet
That hangs on to all my painful thoughts
So when I am feeling down again
I'm held down by a million watts

It unfortunately is one of those times again
Collapsing in this hole of mine
Longing for the endorphins to run through my thirsty veins
Neither does anything seem to be fine

I wish I would feel numb
Wouldn't feel so lonesome
Neither dealing with all the negative
And me being so self-destructive

Can't be satisfied with myself
Everything feels so disappointing
Lost in a world of demotivation
A world of self-annihilation

It unfortunately is one of those times again
Collapsing in this hole of mine
Longing for the endorphins to run through my thirsty veins
Neither does anything seem to be fine

I think of the question I sadly know far too well
Which I've asked myself many times before
Is it worth to let the torture go on or may it
Finally be time to close the door

Considering this question I think of the reasons
Of getting through all the other dry seasons
Cause when you are gone your story's still to be told
And the pain you pass one is for someone else to be solved

It unfortunately is one of those times again
Collapsing in this hole of mine
Longing for the endorphins to run through my thirsty veins
Neither does anything seem to be fine

I think of the question I sadly know far too well
Which I've asked myself many times before
But it's worth to let the torture and may it
Never be time to close the door



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Writer(s): Thomas Jansen
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