Pretty Boy

Why am I am here again, down in the dumps
I been here running away from this place from the slums
Maybe the pain that u cause from thing in your lungs
Hurts way more than you think
But you ask for just one hit
Then you done, but that's it it's never really one and done
I'm trying not to be controlling, really want u to have fun
I just don't get how u changed overnight
Used to understand my fears now it's more about your pride
I was tryna run it back
I was thinking in my mind
Remembering all my life
From what I saw in my eyes
It hurt me deep inside
They don't care if we are alive
If we living it's bout the party
Let's start it and give it light
Put your lighters up
Don't give a fuck
We'll worry about tomorrow when it comes but for now pour yourself a drink
Don't even think
Used be a pretty boy there's throw up in the kitchen sink

We'll get it down throw it up
Take a shot
Have a cup
This is what we do for fun
We are not the only ones
Take a hit have a sip
Pack it up, have a rip
911 our boy is on the floor, he'll be fine and we'll throw another one
Next week, can I have the check please?
Liquor on my breath, He's
Spazzing out I don't know what to do he's on a light seize
Prob from the lightsies
Now he's seeing lights and we frightened
"Hands up freeze"
And we put 'em up
Don't give a fuck
We'll worry bout tomorrow when it comes but for now pour yourself a drink
Don't even think
Used to be a pretty boy there's throw up in the kitchen sink