On the Edge

Don't know what's go into me
But I recently felt them attack me
Don't know why they've never sieged me before
Maybe because I've avoided their lore
But now I feel them stuck inside my brain
Stuck on the edge of the grey matters place
And it seem like I can't get rid of their flashing lights
Might be painful but I need to get rid of my lies

I've been keeping them for too long
My brain gathered all the dust
And the rust of the trust I thought I had in them
And now

I feel on the edge
I wish I didn't fear their plans
I feel on the edge
I wish I didn't fear their land

And now I hate when I feel it happening
Can ask me what you want but did not got any of it
Don't know why I've never spoke to them before
Maybe because they've got pushed in my fore
But now I feel them close inside of me
So close but so far to understand what they mean
And now I'm overthinking my entire life
And now I think I'm the worst shit who's ever been alive

I've been keeping them for too long
My brain gathered all the dust
And the rust of the trust I thought I had in them
And now

I feel on the edge
I wish I didn't fear their plans
I feel on the edge
I wish I didn't fear their land

I was told for a long time
That I was like a closed book
And I don't wanna feel like it
Anymore
I was told for a long time
That I was like a closed book
And I don't wanna feel like it
Anymore

I feel on the edge
I wish I didn't fear their plans
I feel on the edge
I wish I didn't fear their land