Akrofobia

I would like to escape, somewhere into space
Where no one can find me anymore

Is it worth
To kill myself

There's no answer, to all these countless thoughts
Where is the power that pushes upward

In the valley of my memories
I'm trying to find something
I want to regain my courage, to move forward
I want to get up

Though my legs are crumbling under my heavy self
Unharmonious words
I hear someone playing

These sounds surround me again
I'm no longer searching
I have acrophobic dreams, though there are no hills

Suddenly I'm falling
No one can grab me, no one can catch my breath
No one will give up for me, no one will sacrifice
One's precious moments

The illusion of peace
Kills the faith in me
Fatamorgana
Always the same
And I want to live

And find the strength within me
I'll survive what's to come
Hope is foolish
But I know how I want to live

The sun goes down so fast
So I don't look for it anymore
I'll light my own flames
A fiery watchman

This is how I'll beat time
This is how I'll find meaning
So I'll shake off the dust
And when the wall falls
I'll stand with dignity
Like an armed coward

Like an armed coward
Like an armed coward
Like an armed coward