R U Doing OK?

Cheers to my anxiety
Cause I'm not in a good society
I'm emotional and I need privacy
And I wanna feel loved without a rivalry

I feel bad and left out
I wanna know why right now
Maybe you told me out loud
To go away so I could pout

When I say I love you, you mostly say "thank you"
Just, why? It's almost saying "I hate you"
It is very rude
To be terrible, dude

When people ask me "R U Doing Ok?"
To those who care I'd tell them "Not today"
Why not? Because, when I say "Hey"
Sometimes a person or two waves

And because people leave me on "Seen"
I'll have to tell them "Don't ever talk to me"
Not to be dramatic or make a scene
But you just keep ignoring

If you all leave me on "Read"
Don't ever talk to me again
You ain't my real friend
You just wanna focus on them

You can reject me all you want
But you'll regret hurting me a lot
Cause you'll miss me when I'm gone
And you'll think of it when I'm lost

You wanna take advantage of me
And take me for granted all week?
That's it, we're done. Cool beans?
I'll leave and let y'all be

All the things you did to me
Does nothing but hurt my feelings
Not everyone cares but some are sweet
But most times I overthink and that's the thing
I just want reassurance if you mean all of it, cuz, hey!
All you did behind my back every day
Just makes me sad, mate
People ask me "R U Doing Ok?"
I'd say "kind of!"
Cause, all I explained is what's up
Everything that I've done
Was for y'all and you threw the love?
Enjoy yourselves, then!

But here's the good stuff
Others love me tons
Others respond to me, good enough
They say hey verbally, yuh!

All that means they're real
But that's not the whole deal
There are other things that make me feel
Feel down and I'm trying to heal

Remove my Insta all the time
Why would you do that guys?
I mean we're friends, right?
Not at all? Fine!

I mean you always treat me
Like somebody else, like seriously?
You never cared, like really!
I take everything personally

Are you here to betray me
And to hate on me
And exclude me on today's thing
Even become straight enemies?

Why would you do that?
Lie to me with false facts
And true lies that are sad
Like that's truly WHACK!

Tells me y'all don't want me here
Y'all been in a mood that's kinda weird
Saying "Talk to you later" makes me fear
Our relationship's end is near

I know y'all wouldn't intentionally
But again I take it personally
Cause me to be overthinking
Hope y'all don't mean those things

All the things you did to me
Does nothing but hurt my feelings
Not everyone cares but some are sweet
But most times I overthink and that's the thing
I just want reassurance if you mean all of it, cuz, hey!
All you did behind my back every day
Just makes me sad, mate
People ask me "R U Doing Ok?"
I'd say "kind of!"
Cause, all I explained is what's up
Everything that I've done
Was for y'all and you threw the love?
Enjoy yourselves, then!

Good thing I'm relieved tonight
And everything's ok and fine
I feel better and alright
I'm over it and ready to move on besides
I'm feeling the best
It's time to start fresh
And let go of the rest
Now time for new friends cause...
All the things you did to me
Does nothing but hurt my feelings
Not everyone cares but some are sweet
Everything that I've done
Was for y'all and you threw the love?
Enjoy yourselves, then!