Here's To

I take another chance with the nightmare pill
Maybe they'll go away this time
When I wake up scared and no one's there
You're the first thing on my mind
Don't pick up the phone, don't type your name
Don't ever press send
'Cause a thousand miles is much too far
And it's hard to pretend

That I don't want you
Maybe I'm not like you
I just can't go on
Like there's nothing wrong
But I want you

To hold me
Tell me that you want me
'Cause I've been feeling sorry lately
For myself
Tell me
That I am on your mind
Half as much as you're on mine
Just a bit of the time

Here's to not thinking about you
Here's to just tryna follow through
Here's to no more wasted time
Shedding tears and crossing lines
Here's to not thinking about you

I strum until my fingers bleed
Just to pass the time
Scrolling through my social feed
To keep you off my mind
Don't bring you up, don't say your name
Don't think about those eyes
Don't think about the words you said
Like how we'll be just fine

But I want you
Maybe I'm not like you
I'm not good at goodbyes
Because I rarely give hello the time
And I want you

To hold me
Tell me that you want me
'Cause I've been feeling sorry lately
For myself
Tell me
That I am on your mind
Half as much as you're on mine
Just a bit of the time

Here's to not thinking about you
Here's to just tryna follow through
Here's to no more wasted time
Shedding tears and crossing lines
Here's to not thinking about you

Nothing can heal this pain
And in most ways we're just the same
But you're better at faking a smile
'Cause your heart isn't breaking like mine
But I want you

To hold me
Tell me that you want me
'Cause I've been feeling sorry lately
For myself
Tell me
That I am on your mind
Half as much as you're on mine
Just a bit of the time

Here's to not thinking about you
Here's to just tryna follow through
And here's to all my wasted nights
Shedding tears and crossing lines
Here's to not thinking about you



Credits
Writer(s): Kyler St. Phard
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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