Alone

Yeah, I really have to get this of my chest
So, here I am
Please, listen
I was dreaming last night
And the dream is the only time I can Take all the pain from inside
But I woke up and then realized that Reality bleeds me like a knife
And brutality is have to live my life
Then I face me in the mirror
But i cant look myself in the eye
And I think 'bout the end
Why do people live sunny days and I Always walk in the rain?
Why does the fate of the black boys And girls always tend to be the same?
Why is the fight always bigger to see One of ours in fame?
Why am I complaining on the beat Again?
'Cause I don't want no more things To complicate
I don't want no more white people's Hate
I don't want no more friendships to Fade
I don't want no more black lives to Pass away (To pass away)
They'll never pay for what they've Done
Now I know they're laughin' at their Homes
While she keeps seeing on the phone
The last photos that was taken by her Son
Its heavy (What?) the weight of the World
Sometimes they don't even let us say A word
Centuries of blood and death in Slavery
And there're still those who fucking Say that we deserve it
And don't look at me like I'm a Motherfucking curse
You want me to fade away like I'm a Fucking dust
I'm tryin' to put me first, but
Maybe I don't wanna be alone

Even if I'm on the ground I'll move On, nigga
Spent a lot of time on the road, nigga
Even so, I don't know where to go, Nigga
Maybe I dont wanna be alone, be Alone
If I'm on the ground, I'll move on, Nigga
Spent a lot of time on the road, nigga
Even so, I don't know where to go, Nigga
Maybe I don't wanna be alone, be Alone
If I'm on the ground, I'll move on, Nigga
Spent a lot of time on the road, nigga
Even so, I don't know where to go, Nigga
Maybe I don't wanna be alone, be Alone
If I'm on the ground, I'll move on, Nigga
Spent a lot of time on the road, nigga
Even so, I don't know where to go, Nigga
Maybe I don't wanna be alone, be Alone

I'll show to you that I'm the one, so Just wait
Happiness is on to come, It's my fate
And I ain't need a fucking gun, I'm Okay
I'm ready, yeah, to see the sun on my Way
With a hole in my heart, broken Dreams
I'm surrounded by lies and by sins
Trusting only in myself, there's Nobody else
Even God never heard to my screams
I don't wanna give up, cause I'm Young
I don't wanna wake up, cause I'm Done
But I need to hold up, cause I'm Living in the dark
And I don't wanna die without Fun
Today I'm a mess, with a rope 'round My neck
But nevertheless, I'm not gonna rest
And I need to hold up, cause I'm Living in the dark
But I don't wanna die without Fun
I wanna live my life with some Money, money
To spend all my time with my honey, Honey
So I need to hold up, 'cause now I'm Living in the dark
But I won't gonna die without Fun
The situation is hot, I'll make it Chilling
I'll give you all that I got, cause I'm Willing
So I need to hold up, cause now I'm Living in the dark
But I won't gonna die without fun
And for most ofthe time, I'm so sad
They keep on saying outside, that I'm Mad
Because through my face I look bad
But It's everything that I have
Yeah, I'm aimin' at the stars
Yeah so they can heal all my scars
So I need to hold up, cause I'm still Feeling gone
And maybe I don't wanna be alone, No

Even if I'm on the ground I'll move On, nigga
Spent a lot of time on the road, nigga
Even so, I don't know where to go, Nigga
Maybe I don't wanna be alone, be Llone
If I'm on the ground, I'll move on, Nigga
Spent a lot of time on the road, nigga
Even so, I don't know where to go, Nigga
Maybe I don't wanna be alone, be Alone
And even if I'm on the ground, I'll Move on, nigga
Spent a lot of time on the road, nigga
Even so, I don't know where to go, Nigga
Maybe I don't wanna be alone, be Alone
And even if I'm on the ground, I'll Move on, nigga
Spent a lot of time on the road, nigga
Even so, I don't know where to go, Nigga
Maybe I don't wanna be alone, be Alone

Not again
Please
Not tomorrow
Not forever
FUCK!