Numb

I swear I'm tired of rapping bout shit thatI really don't care for
Therefore I'm done speaking on shit when it don't matter to me or the fam
Cause it aint making our pockets fatter
No bread dough or batter
My goals real high like a ladder

Satire
An example of such a thing
Like my daily life crumbling
Dying off like a flat tire
It's so easy making fun of your self
To provoke the laughter
My fear of abandonment
Got me fucking abandoning
All my shackles to move higher

Self doubt
Now I'm crying
I'm stressed out
Got me over thinking this shit
Now I'm screwed and I'm ass out
Contemplating all the decisions
That went to making provisions
But niggas could never get it

I'm heated
I pass out
Open eyes
I'm sad now
Resorting to marijuana
To feel good
Laugh out
Anxiety gas cloud
I try not to act out
Instead I fucking black out

You ever think about killing yo self
In front of yo family
Spread the message to niggas
That even god couldn't handle me
Write a letter
And the first couple words
They reading Insanity
Fueling Me
Wouldn't listen when I was shouting out
All angrily
I got suicide thoughts on my mind
But that don't mean I can't act happy
And smile really joyfully
I'm a master at disguising my true intentions
That's true to me
Try to be true to majority
Niggas is forcing me
Look



Credits
Writer(s): Jahmel Chisum
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