Fall Apart

I been up all evening
Tryna fight these demons
Can't seem to get ahead
It's like my head stuck in the ceiling
She say she not chasing
I'm just stuck here tryna believe it
Can't seem to get enough
I'm addicted to this feeling
I lay awake at night
Yeah, she got me overthinking
Alone with my thoughts
The reason that I'm drinking
Never known what I'd done
Guess you should have said something
Even when it's said and done
You are still the only one
That I lay and think about
Maybe we could talk about you and me baby
Cause without you the sun don't come around

I'd fall apart If I can't see you
I'd fall apart If I don't hear you
All these words that you said echoing in my head
And I can't tell
What you meant when you said
This, this is the end

Never thought you'd switch sides
Would've been your ride or die
You looked me in my eyes
Swore I'd never tell you lies
Take me back to those days
Before I said those things
Riding on an ego trip
Got money started talking shit
I was busy stacking up
You was busy catching up
With your ex from months before
That you told me don't worry 'bout
Secret's out, your time is up
Guess I'll never be enough
I'm saying what I know is true
I'll never be the one for you
All those things that I regret
Yeah they fucking with my head
I'm passed out drunk
I guess that's why I'm saying that

I'd fall apart if I can't see you
I'd fall apart if I don't hear you
All these words that you said echoing in my head
And I can't tell
What you meant when you said
This, this is the end