I Could Disappear

You throw your self esteem off of the guest list
You're laying alone with no ones help but your own
Your isolation's your home

Why aren't you sitting there doing your writing
Instead of lying there doing polite things
It's not exciting anymore

Open my eyes to see
Nothing around me it's just you and me
We could be dancing in the streets
But instead we're lying in bed and I
Just can't help it
I feel like we're forgetting something better than this
It's my greatest fear
That I could just disappear

So now we sit around smoking our cigarettes
Drinking our wine so we can forget everyone
And everywhere we've been

Until we can't write our recollection
We throw these papers into the fire
We're at forgetful station, we've been here for

Open my eyes to see
Nothing around me it's just you and me
We could be dancing in the streets
But instead we're lying in bed and I
Just can't help it
I feel like we're forgetting something better than this
It's my greatest fear
That I could just disappear

I know you're not listening
To what I said before and what I'll say again
When we're lying I'm not worried
But I need to get this one off my chest

Cause your silver dreams aren't for me
And I don't care that you don't understand
It's always in the back of my mind
I could just disappear

Open my eyes to see
Nothing around me it's just you and me
We could be dancing in the streets
But instead we're lying in bed and I
Just can't help it
I feel like we're forgetting something better than this
It's my greatest fear
That I could just disappear