Give Up

I hate myself most in the mornings
When I can't shake what I've been dreaming of
The night before has got me feeling rough
And feeling alone
But alone is all I feel most days
I try to fill the time and fill the space
And try my best to not picture your face or stare at my phone

It can feel like it never ends
Breaking hearts and making amends
A brand new start with some brand new friends
And a new love
You will swear that this time it is true
You'll take old promises
Make them feel new
But it's no different when it is through
You'll wish you'd just give up

I'm not the being I'd prefer
Every time I am alone I think of her
And I'm so much better than I was before
But it's hard to see it that way sometimes
But now there's good days mixed in with the bad
I'm happy almost as much as I am sad
And I still about all the times we had
But I don't let it get in my way sometimes

It can feel like it never ends
Breaking hearts and making amends
A brand new start with some brand new friends
And a new love
You will swear that this time it is true
You'll take old promises make them feel new
But it's no different when it is through
You'll wish you'd just give up

But you'll never give up
No you'll never give up
You'll never give up
No you'll never give up
Give up