Soul Searching
Go through the rain with the storms
Filled with hurt just let me drown
Wanna feel how love feel
But that love I never found
And you never meant no good
So why the fuck you stayed around
Suppress my pain deep inside all these smiles just hide my frowns
Lost my brothers was it me or them
Who ain't hold it down
Got played by bitches whats the reason
They the joke or I'm the clown
My soul be crying out for help
But I do not make a sound
And this world gone knock you down
Hope I ain't down for the count
1 and 20,000 to look like this you don't know how it feel
And they gone say they understand but they don't get it still
Nobody really knows what you go through so tell how that's real
They said I gotta learn how to forgive like that's gone help me heal
Like how I'm supposed to heal?
Big brother addicted to the drugs why the fuck he taking pills
Other brother stay behind the bars like he in love with steel
I needed my moms to ride for me and I thought she will
But she ain't grab the wheel
I say ion care but I wanted my dad
He gave up on me that shit had me mad
Seen my family struggled that shit had me sad
So I had to get up and chase me a bag
I putted you first and you putted me last
Abandoned my heart left that in the past
See all of that love that I use to have
I wrapped it up now it's deep in the trash
And they say
It's gone be okay
Stay down
Always pray
And I'm trying to put my whole faith in God
But till then I'll still ride around this bitch with my rod
Go through the rain with the storms
Filled with hurt just let me drown
Wanna feel how love feel
But that love I never found
And you never meant no good
So why the fuck you stayed around
Suppress my pain deep inside
All these smiles just hide my frowns
Lost my brothers was it me or them
Who ain't hold it down
Got played by bitches whats the reason
They the joke or I'm the clown
My soul be crying out for help
But I do not make a sound
And this world gone knock you down
Hope I ain't down for the count
Aye you know it's crazy how like
How the world is and shit
Everybody got they own story
Everybody got they own pain
You know life ain't perfect
But life is what you make it
You either gone fold or you gone grow
Cause at the end of the day
Nobody give a fuck
So you gotta give a fuck for yourself
Like for real
(And I'm trying to put my whole faith in God
But till then I'll still ride around this bitch with my rod)
Go through the rain with the storms
Filled with hurt just let me drown
Wanna feel how love feel
But that love I never found
And you never meant no good
So why the fuck you stayed around
Suppress my pain deep inside
All these smiles just hide my frowns
Lost my brothers was it me or them
Who ain't hold it down
Got played by bitches whats the reason
They the joke or I'm the clown
My soul be crying out for help
But I do not make a sound
And this world gone knock you down
Hope I ain't down for the count
Filled with hurt just let me drown
Wanna feel how love feel
But that love I never found
And you never meant no good
So why the fuck you stayed around
Suppress my pain deep inside all these smiles just hide my frowns
Lost my brothers was it me or them
Who ain't hold it down
Got played by bitches whats the reason
They the joke or I'm the clown
My soul be crying out for help
But I do not make a sound
And this world gone knock you down
Hope I ain't down for the count
1 and 20,000 to look like this you don't know how it feel
And they gone say they understand but they don't get it still
Nobody really knows what you go through so tell how that's real
They said I gotta learn how to forgive like that's gone help me heal
Like how I'm supposed to heal?
Big brother addicted to the drugs why the fuck he taking pills
Other brother stay behind the bars like he in love with steel
I needed my moms to ride for me and I thought she will
But she ain't grab the wheel
I say ion care but I wanted my dad
He gave up on me that shit had me mad
Seen my family struggled that shit had me sad
So I had to get up and chase me a bag
I putted you first and you putted me last
Abandoned my heart left that in the past
See all of that love that I use to have
I wrapped it up now it's deep in the trash
And they say
It's gone be okay
Stay down
Always pray
And I'm trying to put my whole faith in God
But till then I'll still ride around this bitch with my rod
Go through the rain with the storms
Filled with hurt just let me drown
Wanna feel how love feel
But that love I never found
And you never meant no good
So why the fuck you stayed around
Suppress my pain deep inside
All these smiles just hide my frowns
Lost my brothers was it me or them
Who ain't hold it down
Got played by bitches whats the reason
They the joke or I'm the clown
My soul be crying out for help
But I do not make a sound
And this world gone knock you down
Hope I ain't down for the count
Aye you know it's crazy how like
How the world is and shit
Everybody got they own story
Everybody got they own pain
You know life ain't perfect
But life is what you make it
You either gone fold or you gone grow
Cause at the end of the day
Nobody give a fuck
So you gotta give a fuck for yourself
Like for real
(And I'm trying to put my whole faith in God
But till then I'll still ride around this bitch with my rod)
Go through the rain with the storms
Filled with hurt just let me drown
Wanna feel how love feel
But that love I never found
And you never meant no good
So why the fuck you stayed around
Suppress my pain deep inside
All these smiles just hide my frowns
Lost my brothers was it me or them
Who ain't hold it down
Got played by bitches whats the reason
They the joke or I'm the clown
My soul be crying out for help
But I do not make a sound
And this world gone knock you down
Hope I ain't down for the count
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Writer(s): Javon Gill
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