Night Cries Silent

Draw your knives and turn them slow
I'll do it to myself
Say goodnight before you go
I throw myself in hell

Nights under covers its likely I suffer
Despite being tough, my knife was uncovered
I'm fighting these uppers by lighting a blunt
But I'm still awake and my shaking gets worse
You were salvation I'm vacant from church
Ties to my past got me dangerously hurt
My blades in reverse when skies turning black and my hatreds a curse
I'm staying alert, but love always shaded me first
Smiles keep hiding a grimace the grimmest expression
I question myself when I'm in it
And i haven't slept in a minute
Night can be painful and wicked
I'm wishing that I could just...
Why should I finish you can't understand so forget it
My stomach gets twisted when Images come to me vivid

I see you smiling inside of my eyelids
I'd lie but I'm finding no energy
It's dark when I'm dying the night will cry silent
When I feel the violence of memories
I see you smiling inside of my eyelids
I'd lie but I'm finding no energy
It's dark when I'm dying the night will cry silent
When I feel the violence of memories

Weeping like willows I speak in my pillow
When sleep has been hanging me dry
I've been in pain and it's blacker than paint
And it's really been staining my skies
Night was my friend until I saw the end
And then all of it changed in my eyes
Saw my love burn and the air took a turn
And i learned how to hate and despise...

Lost might sight when the night go black
But you shine so bright that I might go back
Fuck my life till my line go flat
See through fears and I find no facts
Sleep through years I could die so fast
And I need you hear but the time go past so
I tell a bitch, come through
Just leave when she see the sun go down
And you know that I tried to love you
I'm sorry but I didn't know how
I'm smoking the same way that guns do
And maybe that's why we're alone now
But I still pray that you carry on
You run through my mind like a marathon
Stare at the sky screaming where is god
There's something about this that's very wrong when

I see you smiling inside of my eyelids
I'd lie but I'm finding no energy
It's dark when I'm dying the night will cry silent
When I feel the violence of memories
I see you smiling inside of my eyelids
I'd lie but I'm finding no energy
It's dark when I'm dying the night will cry silent
When I feel the violence of memories