Never Make It Big

If I had the money, you'd never see me again
Travel the world, indulge myself in endless sin
You know I'd take more L's than every last win
Sorry but it's true, I never felt at home within this skin
Head always spinning, bottle landed on who
It's just my thoughts and I in this circle, where the fuck are you
Lock lips with the devil as I fall deeper down this hole
Let go at the last moment, cause fuck I'll never sell my soul

I hope I never make it big
No, no
I hope I never make it big
No, no
Cause I'll die with my wealth
Don't give a fuck about my health
Hold onto what I love the most
Probably lose this life to an overdose

If I had the money, we'd all be doing well
It wouldn't solve all the problems but debt is a living hell
Hotel to hotel, probably get kicked out a few
Handcuffs up on the wrists, still enjoying the view
Cause life is a kaleidoscope, or life is a bitch
Life can be whatever trope as long as I am getting rich
What if the switch catches up to me, I crash into a wall
Find out that the cash ultimately becomes my downfall

I hope I never make it big
No, no
I hope I never make it big
No, no
Cause I'll die with my wealth
Don't give a fuck about my health
Hold onto what I love the most
Probably lose this life to an overdose

If I had the money, you know how it would be
Pursue all the ventures since I'd be financially free
Finally doing it for me, no longer staring at the clock
Put that money where your mouth is, cause a lot of people just talk
What a shock it would be, no longer check to check
Always worried bout somethin' breaking and becoming a wreck
But maybe it's too much, anxiety creeps up at night
And with more money comes more problems, isn't that right

I hope I never make it big
No, no
I hope I never make it big
No, no
Cause I'll die with my wealth
Don't give a fuck about my health
Hold onto what I love the most
Probably lose this life to an overdose