It's Hard to Admit

When you always lose, I'm winning
When you something talk, I'm singing
Wrote another song - musician
Gimme some time I'll sing it
Someone calls my phone
Where were you?
When I was alone and sober
Don't have many fans I know it
There will be more, I promise

Make songs just like I breathe
Many songs are unreleased
Happier when the song is ready
I can share with you, be patient

I love her forever but she doesn't think about me
It's hard to admit that she doesn't love me
Afraid of everything I hate being myself
The smile on my face, is it real or fake?

Rolling on the floor, my head hurts again
Too much alcohol, but It doesn't help
I am not afraid of death
No one cares about me, sad

When you always lose, I'm winning
When you something talk, I'm singing
Wrote another song - musician
Gimme some time I'll sing it
Someone calls my phone
Where were you?
When I was alone and sober
Don't have many fans I know it
There will be more, I promise

I don't care about my reputation
Remember how often I smile? It's seldom
Everybody is so fake
Made a deal with the devil? Not yet

It's impossible to be good for everyone
I'll smoke one more time
And I will be fine
And I will be fine

The black hood on my head
Don't wanna have this face
Hood, long hair
Always hide my face

When you always lose, I'm winning
When you something talk, I'm singing
Wrote another song - musician
Gimme some time I'll sing it
Someone calls my phone
Where were you?
When I was alone and sober
Don't have many fans I know it
There will be more, I promise